Last night was a real mess. I've got tons of mechanical engineering devoirs on my hand; which is pretty normal for us but this time it's especially pressuring me because I can't understand anything, and hell yeah, so do the others. It's damn hard, and he gave us tons of it. Right up till now, it's not completed and I'm already insane thinking about it. Yesterday's class was done at 7.30pm and right at 8.15pm, there's a meeting bout the visa preparation. I was like, "can I just don't go to France?". There's tons of stuffs to prepare and each of it is not a simple task I tell you. So I ended up getting stormed by the pressure of devoir and then plus the unwilling-feeling of leaving. That's not the all. Prepare for the worst among everything that happened last night. I lost her. She's gone. It's been less than a month I've been with her, and in less than a month, she made my days. Time's damn short, just in the last post, I've been bragging and showing off on how lovely she is. But yesterday was the end. She's gone. :'( Only God knows how this hurt me. She whom I loved earnestly, whom I've been taking care off since the beginning, is now gone. Worse, without me beside her at the moment she leaves. I thought that the next time I'll go back home, she'll be waiting for me but no. She's gone without me seeing her. This is not the first time. Both of my most-loved cats left without me being around them. I never spent the day before they left with any affection for them. I'm at loss of words. I simply can't believe how unbelievable this is. *Sigh~
R.I.P baby DuBu. Unnie will always remember you. Sorry for not being to take care of you while I'm here. Goodbye baby... :'(
