It's almost 2014. Yet here I am. Still. At the same phase of life, not budging.
Throughout 2013, I've been happy, wonderfully in love with those twelve angels sent from heaven, It's a metaphore and you know it. But it's true, they are the ones that kept my days alive, they're the ones that kept me accompanied throughout my hardest times. 010113, that's the first day I fell for Kris. then day by day, I start to love him as Wu Yi Fan. I fell for his beautiful and kind heart more than his beautiful handsome face. Remember the moments when I cried almost everyday when he went 'missing'? Never once in my life I cared for someone that much. Whenever he got hurt, I bled inside. I felt helpless for not being able to be by his side during his toughest time. The him that suffers for people, the him that smiles when he's shedding tears of blood inside, the him who takes care of his each fans before himself, the him who never complains of being tired eventhough being followed all the time. that beautiful soul of this man touches me. for all this time i've been loving someone for their outside but this time for first time i love him for being him. I can't put in words how much this guy means to me, how he means the world to me. And EXO, you guys played such an important role for this. You see, I never regret loving you guys. Having spend my hundreds bucks for you guys is not even something I regret. You guys are the miracle of my 2013. and I hope that'll continue in 2014. I hope I will stay being an EXOtic for the rest of my life. Eventhough i might be living a dream, let me be. Don't wake me up because thats the only way I can be happy with you guys. Don't even remind me of how impossible the dreams are. I knew it, more than anyone else. But let me. Just let me.
HAPPY NEW YEAR. WELCOME 2014.
