LOST

Lost. Im lost. Ever since the semester started I never had my mind on the right place. With the fact that everything's hard even at the beginning, and I just can't seem to grab a hold of any of it, I don't know how am I going to deal with it later. I cant understand a single thing in electricity and i skipped lecture. Yeah once aint a big deal so say you but because I didnt understand one thing at the beginning I cant understand anything that comes afterwards. So I start skipping lectures more and more with the reason of not able to understand anything even if I am present at the hall. Then comes DDS and SDM. I failed my DDS in first semester when I thought it was easy and now that I feel the difficulties how am I surviving it this time around? SDM? bitch please I understand NOTHING. OH FOR GOD'S SAKE HELP ME GET ME OUT OF THIS STATE OF MIND. I need someone to talk to but there's nobody. Nobody. Can you even hear me??

What Is Love??

Another song from Exo that I found so soothing and the lyrics are just sweet and have all these fluffy feelings in it. hehe. By the way, yeah I re-type the lyrics below, because I don't find a good translation. I mean I love this translation from this video the most so yeah. It's not fully translated, not the whole song I mean. I just take off some repeated part and the baby stuffs. hehe

A very long day seems like a brief second

Everyday is like a plot that I'm writing down for you

This scene is a romantic scene, and the next scene I'm an action scene's leading actor

I'll play your heart's only hero

You're so perfect

Suddenly I look forward to the future that I'll accompany you to

Don't hide love away

Grab hold of happiness as long as you can be honest, baby

 I lost my mind

the moment you walked into my line of sight

When I'm near you the world gets in slow motion

Please tell me if this is love

Love is omnipresent

It will make me forget my wounds, share sorrow and learn to be caring

We' ve argued before, cried before and can still embrace each other 

please tell me if this is love

When I hold your hand the entire world is endlessly envious

When you kiss me I understand that this feeling will never change

What they said was eternal, perhaps isn't anymore

But you can trust that I will love you regardless of everything else

You will slowly understand

I dont know why this feeling can't be replaced

Love is unexpected , appearing suddenly

You make me turn into the world' s best man

As long as I'm by your side, my life will be brilliant

Tonight thinking of you, I open the curtains and wish to the starry sky

Like the happy ending in a fairy tale, happily ever after

From today on, I'll give you my all, love you dearly, and wait for you

I'll never leave you

I just want to give you my lifelong love

I cannot not think of you, is this love?

I just wanna make you smile like a sincere child

I just wanna comfort you like a friend you can depend on

Baby, tell me exactly what is love..

P/S: HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE LULU's AND CHENCHEN's  VOICE??? <3

Angel

I've nothing to talk about, just that I'm super in-love with EXO for now, and I believe this is one of the most beautiful lyrics I've ever found. 

Pure, like the innocence of a child who doesn’t know better 

Born in this beautiful moment

Eyes, closing and opening again, afraid this is only a dream

Not wanting to let go, I stand before you honestly, wishing for your attention

I only want to be with you, our footsteps in harmony, just once is enough

As I ride the wind , I descend upon your world 

The white wind surrounding only you

You ask where I come from, I say “it’s a secret” with a smile

As long as you’re with me

Heaven is anytime, anywhere

To me you’re more illuminating than an angel

If anyone wills any ill towards you, I won’t let it happen

Nervous as if I’m stepping into Eden for the first time

I want to look at you everyday, think of you everyday

The endless sand and dust, I won’t let any of it hurt you or near you

Guarding you forever, I’m eternally in love

Blocking the gusts for you , I am your guardian

You’ll always have me even if the whole world turns cold

Anytime you are hurt or sad, I will wipe away those tears

As long as you’re with me, no matter where

Heaven is anytime, anywhere

When I fell in love, there’s no turning back

My wings were lost, my eternal life stripped away, oh no

But my one and only reason for my happiness

Right now my eternity is you, eternally in love

As I ride the wind I descend upon your world

The white wind surrounding only you oh you

You ask where I come from, I say it’s a secret with a smile

As long as you’re with me

Heaven can be anytime, anywhere

Agree? ;)