LOST

Lost. Im lost. Ever since the semester started I never had my mind on the right place. With the fact that everything's hard even at the beginning, and I just can't seem to grab a hold of any of it, I don't know how am I going to deal with it later. I cant understand a single thing in electricity and i skipped lecture. Yeah once aint a big deal so say you but because I didnt understand one thing at the beginning I cant understand anything that comes afterwards. So I start skipping lectures more and more with the reason of not able to understand anything even if I am present at the hall. Then comes DDS and SDM. I failed my DDS in first semester when I thought it was easy and now that I feel the difficulties how am I surviving it this time around? SDM? bitch please I understand NOTHING. OH FOR GOD'S SAKE HELP ME GET ME OUT OF THIS STATE OF MIND. I need someone to talk to but there's nobody. Nobody. Can you even hear me??