I'm here. at the land of France, Aix to be exact. Good thing is, I'm loving this place. Not as extraordinary, not super-beautiful, not so heavenly but just nice to live in. But the sad thing is, I miss having girlfriends. Yeah those who I can talk to, I can go shopping with, I can hold on to. I've got this habit of being so "touchy-mushy" with my girlfriends. Hugs, holding hands. And given that I've nobody to do that with now and the habit doesn't seem to go away that easily, I just.. Idk.. If I say I've nobody to talk to, yeah you'll say "just talk to them, they'll understand". If I say there's no girl here, you'll say "You've got seniors over there". Hey come and walk in my shoes and see if you can still utter those words. see if you can really get close to those people. see if you can tell EVERYTHING to those people. Damn, I sould be telling happy stories about this new life but yeah.. This misery is all over me so how can I no say it? *sigh~ 

P/S: hope tomorrow will be a better day for me.