okayy, so that’s what I said last september. but I'm not sure if it's still valid or not? hehe silly me. tapi kan kan, serious dah lama aku x macam ni. haha kelakar and malu gak sebenarnya kalau fikir balik ape yg aku dah buat in the past weeks, I mean I never thought of doing those things (again). Anyway! the good thing that I get from all these 'troubles', it's that I'm back to my old-self! Yeah I'm the real chemicalianz babyy!! haha ;P
I thought bila dah start cuti ni I'll be busy keeping myself updated with the infinite boys etc, but I was wrong and I'm happy for that. hihii :) I've set my eyes on Jared Leto, M Shadows and Gerard Way again. Oh not to forget, William Beckett the prettiest boy alive LOL. et cetera et cetera.. Whoa can't believe that at the end, the one who 'helps' me finding back my own self is HIM. Well it's not really him but I believe he did play some role in this; secara tidak langsungnya.. haha.
and being myself again, I feel alive. rocking out my world banging my head like crazy screaming my lungs out. How I miss this spirit. Guess they're always in me after all; never die. J
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