When Words Speak

i speak curses. welcome if that doesn't give you a shit - though i'm actually not inviting anyone.
this is literally my territory of dissatisfaction + over-satisfaction and technically updated when things got on my nerves or things got me high.
I'm writing for myself and not for anyone else to read.

Thursday, 8 September 2011

Failure? Who's to Blame?

first post, hell yeah. i told you when things go wrong, it's time for me to write. it's upsetting me when all the efforts turns into shit. seriously, it's not like I've been playing all along, OK fine, let's say  I haven't study enough. then what should I do? I've tried to catch up, I've been digging my time to cover those things i've missed. Maybe it was me the dumb ass that's so slow in accepting everything. I can't  blame nobody for being so smart but myself. To Mr. F, sincerely , I want to thank you for today. I knew things have been tough in past few weeks, but for being sensible and understanding, I really² appreciate it. My deepest apology for cursing & hating you, but it's all for a reason. Well that time you didn't understand my situation and so do I. You couldn't see things from my POV, and neither did I. But now , well I mean today, I guess you really understand what's the feeling I'm having for being here. maybe you don't even know how much I'm trying to  love what I'm doing now, but at least you knew how much I've tried to get to their level. and I'll always remember this : 

"il y a deux types de peur,  celui qui nous fait perdre, et celui qui nous rend plus fort".

Merci Beaucoup, Monsieur F. 

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