Take Note, I'm a GIRL.

Ok, maybe you think of me as a guy, but, do u think i can accept those physical contact? 
Oh C'mon, you know and I know what kinda person I am. YES, I admit,
I'm not that great of a person and I'm not that good as a girl .

I usually don't mind this kinda thing (yeah, screw me, I told u I'm not a good person) but still, grabbing my bare hands? WTF? that's way too much man. once or twice, I could think that u're used to think of me as one of the dudes u're hangin out with but, intended? I think even someone’s worse than a dumbass like me would understand. Maybe I’ve no right to talk bout sin or whatsoever but personally,
I’m not into those stuffs. 
AND YES I TRULY AM NOT.

When I say I’m not an anti-PC, doesn’t mean I’m into it. Doesn’t mean I like and I would allow it. And doesn’t mean I don’t mind it at all.

We have different chromosomes after all, it’s pretty logic n’est-ce pas?
Plus, this is way far from what I’ve imagined.

Those kinda cheesy stuffs, they’re meant to be with my imaginary bfs, okay? 
Not with a friend I’ve known for less than a year.

But all in all, I’m truly disappointed in- MYSELF. 

WHY CAN’T I BRAZEN UP MYSELF AND JUST SAY NO? 
I know it’s somehow shameful, and I’m not such a bitch who would rip his face off in public with those harsh words. But I really need to put an end to this. He should know the limit, and just stay behind it.
I need to end it.

AND I SURELY WILL.