When Words Speak

i speak curses. welcome if that doesn't give you a shit - though i'm actually not inviting anyone.
this is literally my territory of dissatisfaction + over-satisfaction and technically updated when things got on my nerves or things got me high.
I'm writing for myself and not for anyone else to read.

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

C'était de la merde. :'/

Interview's done. It was a hell of shit. Tapi lantak la. yang penting aku dah cakap yang sejujur-jujurnya la. kenapa aku pilih france, kenapa aku pilih méca. I spoke from the bottom of my heart. Math aku ada problem, yes. Méca aku pun problem. double yes.. that's why i feel insecure sekarang. I know some of em say; at least  I've got the backup from lecturers, mais ça sert à rien si j'ai pas de bonnes notes. It's not their support yang akan make sure aku succeed in France, but my performance. Mais bon, c'est fini. Sekarang ni kalaula ditakdirkan aku xde rezeki nak fly, mmg aku redha je. Aku dah try yang terbaik. Aku dah buat yang termampu. Aku dah cuba sepenuh hati aku, dedicate myself to engineering walaupun in the beginning I believed this isn't where I belong to. papela, mampos la nak jadi ape, penat doe nak risau2. Sekarang ni focus final pulak. Xpayah nak sedih2 sangat la, bukan dorang kesah pon. Tchao. 

p/s: kejap lagi masa kelas french, it's time for froooomaaageeeee~ hehee. kelas french je yg heaven skrg ni. tgk movie, makan2. yang laen? HAMPEH -.- 

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