When Words Speak

i speak curses. welcome if that doesn't give you a shit - though i'm actually not inviting anyone.
this is literally my territory of dissatisfaction + over-satisfaction and technically updated when things got on my nerves or things got me high.
I'm writing for myself and not for anyone else to read.

Thursday, 8 March 2012

Special - unwanted.

It’s…
Confusing how I cursed and hated you all the way, yet it’s you who I long for when we’re away.
Amazing how you've turned me like this, funny how I see myself changing.


I'm...
Relieved knowing that you do care, but worried thinking if I was wrong.
Excited upon seeing and hearing your name, but afraid even just to mention it .
Disappointed when you’re gone the moment I came in.
Tired of the thoughts from yesterday, when tomorrow is nowhere to be seen.


And just so you know that it’s…
Heartbreaking how you made me feel so special yesterday, but so unwanted today.

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