When Words Speak

i speak curses. welcome if that doesn't give you a shit - though i'm actually not inviting anyone.
this is literally my territory of dissatisfaction + over-satisfaction and technically updated when things got on my nerves or things got me high.
I'm writing for myself and not for anyone else to read.

Friday, 16 March 2012

Current emotional status update

okay, hell of troubles. aku still sedih sebab suddenly umi & abah cakap dorang xleh datang ambik aku nanti. Aku tahu, maybe dorang ada kerja but this is heartbreaking. seriously. dorang selalu buat aku sedih dlm bab2 mcm ni. I mean, bukannya aku suruh dorang hantar and ambik aku tiap2 kali cuti. For the last time ni pun xkan x boleh? barang aku serious banyak gila. frust doe, tiap2 kali aku excited pasal dorang, last2 mesti aku nangis. this is not the first time that this happen, that's why aku dah fed up. Sorry umi abah, I'm trying to be understanding but it's just too much for my heart to take. With the final exam pressure and everything, how am I supposed to smile seeing other people being happy with their family? Just now Khal's mom and sis came; to pick her up. At that moment; Tuhan jela tahu betapa aku rasa jealous and sedih. Immature much, huh? Whatever. You won't understand the longing of a sister.. :'(



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